Anonymous asked: What's ur deviant art?

it’s http://marshmallow-child.deviantart.com

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my friend said i’m like the month april… fucking whimsical aha

i love that feeling after exercising… it makes me high. so yeah, i need a stronger body, i realized this today when i tried lowering the height of my desk chair and it didn’t even move although i was jumping on it, lol. i’m too weak and when i looked into the mirror, the lights showed me my chest bones and i was like ‘ew, man, when did i lost that amount of weight? i didn’t even remember, i didn’t even want that’. also i got a message on deviantart that i am too skinny… and this scared the shit out of me. idk i just want everything all at once…  confusing.

ah, and somehow all of my friends are havin’ bigger problems now… don’t want to bother them or anyone, i just… it’s hard but i’m okay :’)

ps.: i’m a bit sentimental probably because i can’t sleep well nowadays… i’m just laying in my bed and staring my brain with my eyes closed :c

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"An embroidered flower, a simple daisy, sewn between the cups of her bra. Her breasts wide apart and small. On her back, a mole half covered by a strap.
The way her pelvic bones stretched the material clear of the skin, the deep curve of her waist, her startling whiteness. Another mole the size of a farthing on her thigh and something purplish on her calf, a strawberry mark, a scar. Not blemishes. Adornments."

Ian McEwan

(a few months ago a cute someone said this made him think of me )


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I hate cooking but yesterday I made the dinner for me and my bf. And I enjoyed it which is rare… and now I feel like a housewife ‘cause I cleaned my disgusting room and helped my mom with making 4 different meals for the holidays, haha. 

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Anonymous asked: Hey your hair has grown! (I like it) I also like you (a lot) I think you're pretty fucking awesome. I love your body (and I'm uber jealous of your body)

Awww, you’re sooo extra cute haha, thank you sososo much <333333

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Anonymous asked: What do you usually eat in a day? Your legs are perfect! x

Aw, thank you :)

Ugh, my eating habits are messed up. It’s crazy but sometimes I forget to eat the whole day, sometimes I eat everything and want more. I don’t really have a meal plan, never had tbh. But usually I start my day with coffee (with way too much sugar and milk), then nothing for hours and at the end of the day dinner and snacks lolz. I eat hot meals usually on weekends. I eat lots of eggs, chicken, bread and vegetables. 

(And my body is just like ‘so what?’ and never ever gaining weight lol)

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energy drinks are so yummy 
i have an agressive face idk imagine when i&#8217;m mad cause this is my nice face o.O
Headache

Another good point… I had a (little) headache yesterday and didn’t take any pills. Okay, it’s not a big thing for you but it is for me ‘cause I always take too many pills and my mom’s worrying and I’m getting scared too ‘cause sometimes a whole pack is gone by the end of the week. Sometimes I don’t even realize I take so many. That’s just because when I’m with strangers or friends for long hours, my head starts aching. That’s why it sucks… but drinking water helps.  

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